So I went to confession, felt better, made plans to change my ways and felt strong. And then did it again. Within 24 hours of my confession, I let temptation win again. I feel so helpless, so disappointed in myself, and so weak. I have made God promises to change and to make an effort to be better and do better and fail every time. I don’t want to have to go back to confession again next week and say the same things and just go through this over and over and over again. I want that to be it. I want this part of my life to be over. I want to change. I don’t want to keep going to The Lord and saying, “I’m sorry, I won’t let it happen again” and then break that promise. This is it. I am leaving myself accountable. I am making rules and am going to actually change. I am going to focus on The Lord. And if I go back to confession next week to say that I made these mistakes again, I want that to be the last time. I can’t keep doing this to God and to myself.
Prayers would be much appreciated. God bless